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Title: Blue is not blue enough.. Post by: feiyen on April 12, 2010, 01:42:45 AM I'm soooooo very depressed I doubt I can sleep and worst of all.I feel like I have no one to call, no one to talk too, and today I messed things up with someone I care about so much because I'm DUMBBB soo Dummbbbb!! I feel awful and I wish I can do this day over :bluesad: I don't know if they will even talk to me tomorrow and I feel if they don't that I'll end up doing something even more dumb. You know that line where "you don't know what you got till its gone" well that's how its feels like..its gone! its over! and yes it does feel like the end of the world. Why are girls so dumbbbb (don't mean any offense to any ladies I just mean me). It gets better I might be blue for no reason either. It could just be me being way overly dramatic, but I don't know yet so ya. I have no one to talk to right now and it sucks :bluesad: I want to cry but it doesn't help. I want to yell but no one is gonna hear me I just don't know what to do. Also I'm no good at reaching out I just keep it all inside til it goes KABOOMM!! ...and the thing that keeps running in my head is no no no no I wont lose them, I can't lose them I'd do anything just too see that smile again. :bluesad: :bluesad: :bluesad:
Title: Re: Blue is not blue enough.. Post by: Vik on April 12, 2010, 05:52:01 AM "you don't know what you got till its gone"
That also goes for them, don't worry Title: Re: Blue is not blue enough.. Post by: indianasmith on April 12, 2010, 06:35:44 AM Speaking as a guy, maybe I can offer a few words of comfort here - first of all, we tend to have fairly short memories. Give it a day or two and try an apology, along with a smile and a hug. Secondly, we learn very early on that women are (1) way more emotionally complex than we are, and (2) very rarely rational. If you truly want this guy back, say you're sorry and be sweet to him. He'll chalk up this latest blowup as "one of those female things" and be glad to have you back - as long as you don't turn this isolated incident into a weekly ritual.
Hope that helps a little. Title: Re: Blue is not blue enough.. Post by: Mr. DS on April 12, 2010, 07:31:31 AM Ditto what Indiana said, us nutty guys are used to it.
Title: Re: Blue is not blue enough.. Post by: feiyen on April 12, 2010, 03:49:15 PM Thanks for the support and kind words. Didn't get much sleep so I'm still waiting around but least I've calm down. I guess if your all wondering why I was so panicky it was over a misunderstanding. I wasn't feeling all that great to begin with but some how the person thought I didn't care about the work we do.
Oh ya Nyguil not a good idea to take to try to get some sleep you wake up feeling like you had a hangover . My head is killing me. |