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 I expect to die any day now.  :cheers:
I'm not trying to talk about this is a BAD way. We all die. It's a fact. But a person kinda know when they are gonna die. I give myself 2 years, max.
That's OK. I ain't scared, I just know I'm in bad health and have bad habits. I ain't gonna live long.  :lookingup:

I'm drinking like a fish and smoking like a stove pipe. Im going out in style.

So-eh-predict your own death!

Already made it past expectations. Around the third time I was stabbed I figured I was never going to make it out the town I grew up in alive.  Since I now have a young child to look after I guess I have to stick around for a while. Kristi has told me that I am not allowed to die before her.

I nearly committed suicide in 2008 after Dad passed on: two months after that, my special sister and her husband adopted a child. When this little girl was put in my arms, I said that I needed to be here for her and ten years later, I'm still here.  :smile:

When I was younger, I took better care of myself. Got a lot of exercise and avoided junk food. As I got older, things started to unravel. I gained weight, found out I have type 2 diabetes, and then had a heart attack. After the heart attack, I turned things around. I started exercising again, lost weight and started eating healthier. I did that for a few years, but now I'm back to my bad habits. So, if I die young it will be my own fault.

I don't know. I've been having some suicidal thoughts, but not as bad as when I first said it a couple of months ago.

I have always been ridiculously healthy - 54 years old and I have never had a major illness or surgery.
But I also have eaten a ridiculous amount of junk food over the years and put on a good deal of weight.
Logically speaking, I figure I will chug along till 75 or so and then keel over with a massive coronary.
And I am OK with that.

I'm hoping to be around as long as 3 out of 4 of my grandparents, which was right about 90.  If not more.  I think the spare tire plus complete set of tires removal surgery I had last year helped with my life expectancy - I don't think it would have been that long if I hadn't had the surgery.

If I don't die violently, I will survive every person here and everyone I know in my generation, dying among strangers, an anachronism who lives in yesteryear, that place I've always resided, destined in my final years to be guilty of those most painful of twin offenses: outlasting my era and outliving my usefulness.

At the end of my life.  :wink:

 And then you die next week.  :wink:
Don't jinx yourself!  :buggedout:

 :bouncegiggle:

all the people in my mothers side of the family had their first heart attack at 58

What, just because everybody else dies you think you have to too?  I suppose if everyone was jumping off a bridge you'd do that too. 

I, for one, have never felt the need to go along with the crowd. 

I plan on living forever. 

Do you really want to?
It can't be that good.
The sooner I die, the better.  :drink:

Living forever:

You'd have to watch your friends go, but you'd get to make new friends.

You'd see all the bad things for hundreds of years, but you'd see the good too.

Eventually, it might all feel the same, just a blur of events which have happened before in a slightly different form.

I had my first heart attack at 46.  :bluesad:

I had my open heart right before this happened with my brother-


https://wsbt.com/news/local/coloma-police-release-details-into-attempted-murder-suicide

I figure I've got another ten good years, then we'll see how I feel.

If I had to guess I'd say I'll probably live too long for my own comfort.

When will I die?

I arrived when there was a Democrat in the White House and a king on the throne of England. I'll go out, when that combination comes around again.

There is talk of abolishing the monarchy when the current queen dies. You may have a long life ahead of you my friend. ;)

Okay, I now have the definitive answer. Having spent the last few days revisiting some of my one-times haunts and hangouts and in so doing encountering people currently the age I was then, I hereby solemnly vow that I shall not die until I see Millennials reach at least middle age so every one of those cocky little motherf**kers knows what it's like to have someone speak of their personal heyday as "way back in those times." So mode it be!

when i choose to. i have the means already.  :cheers:

Suicide is telling God, "You can't fire me, I quit!"

Please don't. :(

oh, i have no plans for dying anytime in the near future, at least not deliberately. i'm talking about if/when the physical pain gets bad enough that there is no quality of life left, only misery. i'd much rather just.. go to sleep, like my granma did. she used to drop off and nap at the drop of a hat. one day when i was telling her about my trip to the dentist, she did that, and just stopped breathing. her face was very peaceful.  :cheers: