Hello Everyone

[Trevor]

Heyy.. welcome back, Sister KB! 

Just a very small HUG to welcome you back. 

[Cthulhu]

Killer Bees!

I'm glad you're here. I'm sorry you had to go through the stuff you had to go through.
I'm not sure what to say to the things you said, or what unsolicitated advice to give you...

Whatever, it's good you're here.

[Killer Bees]

Hi guys

Thanks for all your good wishes.  You lot are the just the bees knees   

Not doing too much right now.  Just working long hours and trying to get enough sleep every day.  I've tried out the internet dating thing as well.  I had an argument with my mum a few weeks ago (actually, she started an argument with me) about the fact that it's been 8 months now and I still hadn't ventured into the dating world.

She didn't understand what was taking so long (!) and I found myself justifying my life to her which I don't usually do.  But it did get me thinking that maybe my grief wasn't real any more and it was just me hanging on hoping Sean would come good.  I'm pretty stubborn.

So I ventured out and was astounded.  I never met so many emotionally retarded men in my life!  Negative, self absorbed, insecure, desperate and needy. I thought women were only like that! It could just be the internet dating sites that attract guys like that but if those guys are the sum total of what's out there, I'm happy I'm single!

I didn't tell my mum that I internet dated.  She had enough trouble dealing with the fact that I was voluntarily single. She would definitely have turned her nose up at that! lol

But I got out there and tried and decided it wasn't for me.  So now I'm actually happy to be single and my life is a lot simpler.

Maybe somewhere down the track someone will come along but it's not the focus of my life any more. I'm happy doing my own thing.  I've started a few new knitting projects (some more blankies) and now that it's winter here, it's actually cold and I'm enjoying my long evenings watching my DVDs and knitting up a storm.

Work is hectic because this month is end of financial year so it's all hands on deck at work and the days pass quickly.  I've also started up my Pilates again and I've added weights so my fitness is coming back in spades and I feel strong and healthy these days.

Not much else to report really.  Life is getting a little better each day and while I don't see Sean all the time, I can actually be in his company for a hour or so without breaking down.

So it's       from this end of the world

[indianasmith]

Sounds like things are looking up for you!
Hope that it continues.  Who knows, maybe one of these days you will find that rare and special gem of a guy . . . someone just like me!

[Menard]

...maybe one of these days you will find that rare and special gem of a guy . . . someone just like me!

[Menard]

I never met so many emotionally retarded men in my life!  Negative, self absorbed, insecure, desperate and needy.

But enough about the members of the forum here...

(Yes...that was evil of me...your point?)

[Killer Bees]

Sounds like things are looking up for you!
Hope that it continues.  Who knows, maybe one of these days you will find that rare and special gem of a guy . . . someone just like me!

That's a lovely sentiment, Indy but when God made you, He broke the mould

[Killer Bees]

I never met so many emotionally retarded men in my life!  Negative, self absorbed, insecure, desperate and needy.

But enough about the members of the forum here...

(Yes...that was evil of me...your point?)

Ahh, Menard.  It's awesome to see that you're being true to yourself    After all, the world can't be full of nice people, it takes the evil ones to make life truly interesting.

[Menard]

Sounds like things are looking up for you!
Hope that it continues.  Who knows, maybe one of these days you will find that rare and special gem of a guy . . . someone just like me!

That's a lovely sentiment, Indy but when God made you, He broke the mould

Actually I think it was broken before he was made...kinda explains a lot.