Ronnie - don't be afraid of meds. They can really help sometimes, and if they don't, you stop taking them. They gave my wife's mom her life back several years ago when bipolar disorder was about to destroy her.
Tara Sue was very bi-polar-she took a whole box full of pills every day-which destroyed her immune system...which left her open to cancer-which killed her.
She was damned if she did and damned if she didnt.
She was DAMNED.
I think Im fated to be damned too.
I WONT go on meds though.
Id rather go crazy and see what happens with that.
Dammit....I sure could use some sleep,though-without thinking invisable cats are running around my house.
I dunno-I think im haunted.