This may seem like a morbid subject-but I feel I will die soon.
it doesnt bother me-just a fact....I actually dont mind.
I think I will die soon.
Does anyone feel this way? And if so-are you afraid? Im not. I welcome it. Not because Im suicidal. I love life! Im just not afraid of death. I dont think its the end. I dont believe in God...but...I guess Ill find out.
Whenever I'm through living.
Quote from: indianasmith on April 29, 2011, 08:40:12 PM
Whenever I'm through living.
Well-of course-Do you not ever have felt there is a time that you SHOULD die? I mean-I dunno-Sometimes I think I outlived my usefullness.
I want to live to be 137, so I can make up perfect nonsense when people ask me about the past. Then, when they call me on it, I'll say "What do you know, Sonny? Were YOU there!!"
However, since I eat mostly cheeseburgers and drink mostly sodas, I will probably keel over sometime next week.
But I'll die fat and happy!
Quote from: indianasmith on April 29, 2011, 08:46:01 PM
I want to live to be 137, so I can make up perfect nonsense when people ask me about the past. Then, when they call me on it, I'll say "What do you know, Sonny? Were YOU there!!"
However, since I eat mostly cheeseburgers and drink mostly sodas, I will probably keel over sometime next week.
But I'll die fat and happy!
Oh! I'll never die-II just thought if my human body does I can help my kids. Insurance. I dont think anyone ever dies.
OK- I just had a moment of Clarity. A Moment of Clarity is what we drunks experiance when all of a sudden-BAM! You realize what you ae saying and doing. CLARITY. Im going to eat some frozen chicken-and come back to what I sed and cant recall..but Ill bet I wont reneg. I know me.
I'm not afraid of death anymore, except I don't want to die suddenly. Yet, I don't want to have a long protracted illness like my father and my brother... and lots of other people I've known all of whom died young. I want to be 90. I was going to write 80 but kept typing 90... Yet, sometimes I dream about just letting go. Sometimes life is burdensome. And the idea of choosing the hour of one's death has some appeal. But... I want to live!!
As for insurance, do you think a dollop of money is that life changing? It would be much better for you to be around and share the wisdom you've learned over the years, particularly in the school of hard knocks. You have much knowledge to share with your sons even if they're too young now to appreciate it doesn't mean they won't hear. And remember. And, eventually, learn.
Quote from: indianasmith on April 29, 2011, 08:46:01 PM
I want to live to be 137, so I can make up perfect nonsense when people ask me about the past. Then, when they call me on it, I'll say "What do you know, Sonny? Were YOU there!!"
However, since I eat mostly cheeseburgers and drink mostly sodas, I will probably keel over sometime next week.
Much the same here on both counts. The only difference being that for me, the reward of extreme old age is saying really offensive things and getting away with it.
Not to mention pinching the nurses when they change your bedpan!!
(Assuming they are A. Female; and B. Look like the nurses in MACHETE)
I will die whenever I damned well please and it won't be for a really long time.
I believe you die when you are ready to die. That's why some people can die in a "freak" accident and others live until they are 100.
There's no shame in letting go and leaving this world.
I'm not afraid of death, I've come close twice before, it's just the pain I don't like. I've had this weird notion in my head that I was going to die when I was around 30 years of age. I don't have that feeling so much now, but it's kinda sad because I'd hate to carry on the way I am and be a lonely old bag of crap with a ton of regrets.
Quote from: Circus Circus on April 30, 2011, 03:28:11 AM
I'm not afraid of death, I've come close twice before, it's just the pain I don't like. I've had this weird notion in my head that I was going to die when I was around 30 years of age. I don't have that feeling so much now, but it's kinda sad because I'd hate to carry on the way I am and be a lonely old bag of crap with a ton of regrets.
When I was young I didn't think I would make it to 30. Not because I was afraid to get old...but because my lifestyle and life in general was not very good. It was awful,in fact. I cant believe that I'm still here at 48. I feel young at heart. But sometimes I feel an overwhelming sense of doom...that today may be the last. But I felt that way 25 years ago...so-I dunno. I get these weird panic attacks that I'll die before I can make sure my kids are ok. And now a grandson...dam...I'm gonna live f**king forever now! :bluesad:
Mebbe it's a mental condition? I dunno-I tried self medicating... :lookingup:
I can't die.
I was cursed by an ethereal being to keep on living no matter what.
Doggett Doesn't Do Death.
Quote from: Doggett on April 30, 2011, 05:58:40 AM
I can't die.
I was cursed by an ethereal being to keep on living no matter what.
Doggett Doesn't Do Death.
You too? It's a b***h being immortal,isn't it?
Quote from: RCMerchant on April 30, 2011, 06:02:35 AM
Quote from: Doggett on April 30, 2011, 05:58:40 AM
I can't die.
I was cursed by an ethereal being to keep on living no matter what.
Doggett Doesn't Do Death.
You too? It's a b***h being immortal,isn't it?
Yep.
The older you get, the more morons you see...
Its a little scary.
Quote from: Doggett on April 30, 2011, 06:06:37 AM
Quote from: RCMerchant on April 30, 2011, 06:02:35 AM
Quote from: Doggett on April 30, 2011, 05:58:40 AM
I can't die.
I was cursed by an ethereal being to keep on living no matter what.
Doggett Doesn't Do Death.
You too? It's a b***h being immortal,isn't it?
Yep.
The older you get, the more morons you see...
Its a little scary.
To quote Bela-
"To die-to be really dead-that must be glorious!"
Hi
I have unfortunately no choice of when i die,my wife says i will die when she damn well wants me to die.
I do quite often feel guilty that though my son has not an ounce of bad in his body and he always pulls through whatever life throws at him, i shall in all probability outlive him, that scares me more than my own demise.
I believe I will die when I have finished whatever it is I was put on this Earth to do.
I'm 46, I suppose making it to my late '80s would be nice. I never realized how long I've got left. Jeez...this is just gonna get more boring the longer it lasts I suppose.
It's weird how we're even alive in the first place.
I dunno when Ill die. I'd like to live forever but then again that might get kinda boring.
when ever milk ever runs out. :buggedout:
Not soon enough. A good number of my blood relatives made it well into their 90's, and a few to 100+. I as thinking the other day I might be able to tough it out until 70. That seems bearable. I have been feeling the physical toll of aging lately and at the moment I find the prospect of living longer than that at the current rate of decay to be completely intolerable. By 70 I could reasonably expect to have all my responsibilities wrapped up.
Yes I am feeling down about being so much less than I was. Death is no big deal. Living is hard and just gets harder.
I don't know, I'm worried I'll jinx myself.
Whatever way though, I'm going to try to tough it out to the bitter end.
I don't know how I will react when I die, or if I will know ahead of time or if it will happen quickly. Do I fear death? I don't know. I know I don't want to die, so I guess in some way I fear it, in the same way I don't want poverty so I fear that. I definately want to make it long enough to get my two boys quite a bit further down the road.
Just about everybody has been closer to death than many even realize. There have been many times when I've stopped and realized that if I my foot had made it to the brakes a half a second later I would have been toast, or other similar moments. In the vast majority of those moments, I was p**sed off. So, based on that, I imagine that I will probably die angry.
:hatred:
When I die, somebody's probably going to have to tell me.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NrdH3RL7NKc
probably when Justin Bieber hits puberty when it comes to his music.
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When? Good question. If I'm lucky and don't have a freak accident where I get hit by a bus or something, and based solely upon my family's genetics, most of them are still alive and kicking in their late '70s, early '80s.
But, basing this also on other factors, including my terrible diet, my often fluctuating weight (it goes up and down, it's never consistent), my at times lack of excercise, and my history of drug and alcohol abuse, I give myself another 5 years or so, which takes me to about 32. Likely a heart attack. My dad, his dad, and his brother all have had heart attacks. They lived.
When I look back at the past five years or so, going back to 22, I've made some of the worst decisions I've ever made, and likely should've ended up in the hospital or dead, with a toxic combination of drugs and alcohol. Fortunately, I didn't end up there. Which scares me. Because instead of 'learning' and not attepmting to get clean, I figured, "Well, it didn't kill me so it can't be ALL bad for me" and have continued along. :buggedout:
When I can't get up to poop or pee on my own and need assistance, that's when I want to die. I'll likely live into my eighties because of my work ethic, I don't smoke or drink, I don't do drugs and I try to avoid any possibility of getting struck by a car (even if I have the light at the crosswalk I always look to be sure no one's coming, or check to be sure people turning right will let me go), etc.
When I was around 12 years old (1976), I was convinced I would die young. I thought I would never live to see the year 2000 . . . it seemed so far away. Now, the year 2000 has come and gone . . . it didn't turn out to be such a big deal (no individual-sized spaceships flying around instead of cars like I expected when I was a kid). I'm still here. Try getting rid of me now. I'm 10 feet tall and bulletproof.
Really. I don't know. On one hand my father's side of the family is known for their longevity. On the other hand, my mother's side of the family is known for their short life spans, relatively speaking, because heart disease runs in that side of the family.
But, I have always had a feeling, I would not die till there was a Democrat in the White House and a king on the throne of England. As I was born in the year that Truman was in the White House and George VI was on the throne of England.
With Obama being in the White House, I only have to wait till Prince William takes over from his grandmother, and I'll be proved right.