I tried to cut my wrists. I have someone here with me on a suicide watch. Ill go to jail Monday,I think. Ill do it again. I need to go. This "suicide wwatch" aint gonna stop me. I can do it! :thumbup: Morons! Cant stop me.
Don't do that. Please. Just don't do it. Don't even think about it.
Damn it. RC, don't do it.
Does anybody have a direct line to RC right now? Anybody? Contact him right now and contact anybody who knows him.
RC, DON'T DO IT.
You have forever to be dead. Don't rush it.
RC, please, think of your family. How are you going to take care of them if you commit suicide? Don't do it, man. Think about your children. Think about us.
You CAN get yourself out of depression.
Sending you good thoughts, Buddy.
Your family and friends want you around - and you and I will need to discuss Bela's LOCK UP YOUR DAUGHTERS with when it finally turns up.
Ronni, you need professional counseling. We've talked about this before, Everyone here loves you and wants you to be better. But YOU have to make the call. DO IT!!
Don't let life defeat you, RC. Sending you positive thoughts. Hang tough!
If you die, you'll be hurting everyone around you. There ARE people who are going to miss you. Don't you DARE kill yourself!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ruc1jTK2H_s&feature=related
Im off the watch. I go to jail tommorrow. I was caught sitting on the porch drinking. I wasnt supposed to drink. A cop was walking around on a call. he seen me. He busted me. I live alone . My kids have moved out long ago. I drink alone. I wasnt hurting anyone. But I will go to jail.
It was too much for me. I took a kitchen knife and cut my left wrist. Pretty lame. Its hard to cut yourself with a kitchen knife. By some weird quirk of fate-Grandma showed up. She called the cops-they put me on a suicide watch with Grandma. She left at 8:00 this morning.
Im not gonna kill myself at this minute. Im too busy telling people goodbye. I go to jail tommorrow. :bluesad:
We'll be here for you when you come back.
Stay strong.
good luck and stay strong man
we'll be waiting for you upon your return
I thank all of you for your kindness...Im crying. Dammit. I hate myself. How did I f**k up so bad?
Dammit. I love you all. You guys are my best freinds. And I f**ked up. God dmmit. dammit.dammit.
RC, just go to the doc... thats all we ask. We do care about you. Just go to the doc.
-Ed
Saw this a bit earlier, but I was by myself on a busy morning at work. Saddened to read what happened, but glad you are alive, and hope you don't attempt it again RC. Life gets us all down, but a lot of us here would be damned sad to hear anything happened to ya.
Ron, don't let other people and the drudgery of everyday life beat you down to the point where you are thinking such crazy things. You need to change the way you are thinking about this, as you HAVE been through a lot and you ARE tough! Stick it to 'em, and just do the time, survive. You are unique in this world of conformist sheep, you are and individual!
Keep it together, or I'll be mad!
I've been through something similar, but I'm not going to say something like "I know exactly what you're feeling." I don't. Everyone experiences things differently.
We all care about you and want you to get help. You have family that loves you. You're not alone in this and you can get through this if you get help. The world actually is better for having you in it even if you can't see it, and a lot of people would be deeply hurt if you suddenly left us.
:buggedout: Wow, I'm glad you're still with us RC. As Circus said, you're an unique individual and that's rare in today's world. There's lots of people here who care about you, always remember that. You can and do make a difference in the lives of others. Sucks you have to go to jail but you're done that before and survived. You can again.
RC you wouldn't have posted this if you didn't, deep down, want to live. You're asking for help and that's a healthy impulse. It means you still got some fight in you. Now follow up on that impulse and talk to a mental health care professional. See a psychiatrist. There is no shame in that. Based on some of the posts in some other threads it seems many of us either see psychiatrists or take psychiatric medication, or both.
You're tough and you 'e smart. Don't let your depression trick you into thinking you can't get get over all this. You can. You will. Any thing that's broken in your life can be fixed. Take the first step when you get out and see a doctor. You'll make it bud, you got everyone on the forum here pulling for you.
Personally I'd like to see you work on your art. I've seen a few drawings you've posted and you got some talent bud. You wouldn't be the first guy to use art to help him work his way out of depression.
Ron's son Jed will look after Tara Sue's cat while our friend is away. Sometimes all we have to live for are the promises we make.
Bela is quite the gentleman when he is sober. :thumbup: :smile:
It's like loving and worrying about a stray cat. :bluesad: :smile: