Do you have kids?

[RCMerchant]

I llke kids and helped my sister w/ babysitting my niece and nephew, but I'm too weak mentally to be a father. I don't want to pass these genes on! I'd feel horrible if they suffered from the same sort of stuff I do. also I'm bald and ugly and no one likes me

That's not even happining except in your head. I'm 5'2". I had problems because I thought I was ugly and weird for many years. I felt like a freak show.
But I just let all that go.
I don't give a f**k what I look like. I do ok now. I can get laid if I want. And I'm old and scary!
Sexy is not so much what you look like- it's how you carry your self. Nobody likes a Sad Sack.