Im losing it.

[major jay]

You gotta make the first move, dude. It's all up to you. I like to drink too, but I don't feel like I'm out of hand with it yet. But I don't kid myself either. I know I'm playing with fire.

[Cthulhu]

Seriously Ronnie, there's nothing to be emberassed about. Please, listen to us. We want you to get better.

[Allhallowsday]

Yer still a d**k. Rationalize it all you want. Yer a d**k! I

I... I... I, "I" what?  I hate when you're that drunk. 
I've been walking around saying "I'm losing it" for a long time.  Long before you started a thread.  That's why I thought it was funny when I came across your thread.  Y'know, like many drunks, you get mean.  That's not the first time either. 
You're right.  You're paranoid.  And before you jump to any conclusions, this song is chosen for me:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zxYXV2RrwIs

[indianasmith]

I called Ronnie today and talked to him a bit; he was having a better day.  I'll check in with him again soon - he said he is not sure how much longer he'll have an internet connection.

Ronnie, if you are reading this, stay strong and remember what we talked about!

[Trevor]

To add to what's been said here: Ronnie, I love you, we all do.

Please don't put yourself through this: get help ~ it is out there, all you have to do is ask.

Warm hugs from across the ocean. 

[BTM]

I hope he's doing okay.  I myself have had (having?) some bad periods of late.  Take care, Ron!

[Trevor]

I hope he's doing okay.  I myself have had (having?) some bad periods of late.  Take care, Ron!

And warm trans-ocean hugs to you too, BTM. 

[RCMerchant]

I'm feeling better. Sometimes its good to have a shoulder to cry on.

[Trevor]

I'm feeling better. Sometimes its good to have a shoulder to cry on.

I haven't had leave for almost a year ~ thankfully Thursday 15th is coming closer ~ and my shoulders are thus a little droopy because I'm very tired but here's a

HUG

for you and just for you. 

We love you, Ronnie. 

[claws]

I'm feeling better. Sometimes its good to have a shoulder to cry on.

But it won't go away so stop fooling yourself. It will get worse, believe me. I know because I've been there.
Get help now, especially while you are feeling better. You will regret not doing so when its almost too late. I know I did.