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I think I'm going crazy.

Started by RCMerchant, March 23, 2018, 03:21:46 AM

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RCMerchant

I have bad things in my head. I dunno,man. Like worms crawling. it's f**ked-it's never still-it's like buzzing-it won't be quiet-I'm nervous.I dunno.
Supernatural?...perhaps. Baloney?...Perhaps not!" Bela Lugosi-the BLACK CAT (1934)
Interviewer-"Does Dracula ever end for you?
Lugosi-"No. Dracula-never ends."
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Alex

Could possibly be tinitus? I sometimes get a sound in my head like a high pitched whine or bells ringing. Used to last for hours or days, but now when I get it, it only lasts a few minutes.
Hail to thyself
For I am my own master
I am my own god
I require no shepherd
For I am no sheep.

Rev. Powell

 :bluesad:

You've been through this many times since you've been on this board, RC. I hate that you're going through this, but just remember: it will get better.
I'll take you places the hand of man has not yet set foot...

RCMerchant

Quote from: Rev. Powell on March 23, 2018, 07:54:47 AM
:bluesad:

You've been through this many times since you've been on this board, RC. I hate that you're going through this, but just remember: it will get better.

I got a letter from SSI- it says I got "partialy approved".
I don't know what that means-I can't get threw to my lawyer-he won't be in till Monday- I get nervous- I shake and go into spiral instant depression-Ahhhh.....I dunno man. My brain-I pace. I cry. I'm f**ked up,man.
Supernatural?...perhaps. Baloney?...Perhaps not!" Bela Lugosi-the BLACK CAT (1934)
Interviewer-"Does Dracula ever end for you?
Lugosi-"No. Dracula-never ends."
Slobber, Drool, Drip!
https://www.tumblr.com/ronmerchant

RCMerchant

Ah. I think is just nerves. I get nervous. I'm paranoid. I'm pretty sure this happens to everybody sometimes.
Supernatural?...perhaps. Baloney?...Perhaps not!" Bela Lugosi-the BLACK CAT (1934)
Interviewer-"Does Dracula ever end for you?
Lugosi-"No. Dracula-never ends."
Slobber, Drool, Drip!
https://www.tumblr.com/ronmerchant

Rev. Powell

Quote from: RCMerchant on March 23, 2018, 11:35:12 AM
Ah. I think is just nerves. I get nervous. I'm paranoid. I'm pretty sure this happens to everybody sometimes.

Panic attacks, maybe?
I'll take you places the hand of man has not yet set foot...

RCMerchant

Quote from: Rev. Powell on March 23, 2018, 01:24:19 PM
Quote from: RCMerchant on March 23, 2018, 11:35:12 AM
Ah. I think is just nerves. I get nervous. I'm paranoid. I'm pretty sure this happens to everybody sometimes.

Panic attacks, maybe?

yeah- I think so maybe-I dunno. Sounds right.
Supernatural?...perhaps. Baloney?...Perhaps not!" Bela Lugosi-the BLACK CAT (1934)
Interviewer-"Does Dracula ever end for you?
Lugosi-"No. Dracula-never ends."
Slobber, Drool, Drip!
https://www.tumblr.com/ronmerchant

316zombie

yes. curtis used to get them really bad, and frequently. they got better after the tumor was removed, and his BP was gotten under control. his pacemaker doc says that alot of it was his BP being all over the place for years.
  he still gets them now and then, it's who he is. optimism isn't part of his personality, and he stresses easily when he thinks too much about the future. so that's my job, handling money and the future.
   all i can suggest is the same thing i say to him" what do you think is the worst that can happen, other than dying?" then we plan around that,and he calms down. try that, maybe?