I think Im losing my mind.

[RCMerchant]

Please,my freinds-I am going to try to post as a normal person-but I do think Im losing my marbles-please-PLEASE-understand I love you all-I i am going nuts-doctors want me on meds-I wont do it....I figure Ill go crazy on my own terms. IM OK.

[LilCerberus]

It took me years to find the right concoction...

[LilCerberus]

this year, the issue has been blood pressure meds...

[lester1/2jr]

I resisted therapy and medication but it was helpful when I finally agreed to it. therapy can just be talking to yourself for an hour. That's basically what I do with my therapy, it's a monologue.

I dread it but it ends up helping.

[Zapranoth]

RC, if you don't mind my asking:  what is happening that you'd say you're losing your marbles?

[indianasmith]

Ronnie - don't be afraid of meds.  They  can really help sometimes, and if they don't, you stop taking them. They gave my wife's mom her life back several years ago when bipolar disorder was about to destroy her.

[RCMerchant]

RC, if you don't mind my asking:  what is happening that you'd say you're losing your marbles?

My mind races too fast-it goes-and goes-I cant sleep-I cant do anything-I race-like a dog chasing its own tail and barking at nothing. NOTHING!
I know Im losing it-I aint crazy in the sense that Im crazy-Im going crazy in a very physical sence-I can feel it.

[RCMerchant]

Ronnie - don't be afraid of meds.  They  can really help sometimes, and if they don't, you stop taking them. They gave my wife's mom her life back several years ago when bipolar disorder was about to destroy her.

Tara Sue was very bi-polar-she took a whole box full of pills every day-which destroyed her immune system...which left her open to cancer-which killed her.
She was damned if she did and damned if she didnt.
She was DAMNED.
I think Im fated to be damned too.
I WONT go on meds though.
Id rather go crazy and see what happens with that.  
Dammit....I sure could use some sleep,though-without thinking invisable cats are running around my house.

I dunno-I think im haunted.

[Allhallowsday]

Maybe meds would help with agitation.  They can definitely help with sleep.  See what your doctor suggests and look into it.  Xanax in a low dose can be cool and helpful.  Anti-anxiety medication made it possible for me to go on an airplane.  Sometimes, we need anti-anxiety meds to help us cope day to day.  Listen and learn.  Ask questions. 
Believe in love. 

[RCMerchant]

Maybe meds would help with agitation.  They can definitely help with sleep.  See what your doctor suggests and look into it.  Xanax in a low dose can be cool and helpful.  Anti-anxiety medication made it possible for me to go on an airplane.  Sometimes, we need anti-anxiety meds to help us cope day to day.  Listen and learn.  Ask questions. 
Believe in love. 

My computer is even f**king up-or is it me f**king with it? I dont know-



Im sober-I still have a problem doing everyday tasks-like thinking like a normal person.
Damn-this really sucks.

[Rev. Powell]

Don't be stubborn, RC, try the meds.

If you don't like what they do you can stop taking them. But at least try them.

I don't know where I'd be without my antidepressants. I recommend them above living in Hell.

[lester1/2jr]

meditation can help clear out that sort of clutter. You focus on one thing so the fast  thoughts don't wear you out.

[Trevor]

Not to make light of a bad situation but that .gif almost made me crap myself. 

[RCMerchant]

Not to make light of a bad situation but that .gif almost made me crap myself. 

Hey If you cant laugh at yourself-what can you laugh at?
I laugh at my madness every day-its what keeps us sane-whatever that is.

[Trevor]

Not to make light of a bad situation but that .gif almost made me crap myself. 

Hey If you cant laugh at yourself-what can you laugh at?
I laugh at my madness every day-its what keeps us sane-whatever that is.

Dammit Mr Nicholson! I only have limited space in my undies..........ermm: what the heck am I talking about? I meant NO SPACE!