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Started by Menard, December 23, 2010, 06:23:53 PM

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Menard

Starting this off is difficult.

I know...I sense...I feel...?

No...no I don't.

I can't begin to understand, to feel a loss like your loss...someone so special, and on a night that's suppose to be so special.

Lonely, angry, hurt, mad...probably all kinds of feelings, and some we probably can't even name, which are reeling through you right now.

I can't say don't, not only because that's your right, but it's a testament to Tara how strong your feelings are. The one thing I can say is you are a testament to yourself, your friends, and especially those of us on this board; and if you should doubt or forget that, I wanted to remind you.

If you want to shout, reminisce, whatever you want to do, to say, here's a place for you to do it, and there's friends here who not only want to hear from you, but also tell you that you mean a great deal.

Ed, Ego and Superego

Hey Ronnie, I have to agree with Menard.  We're all here for you.
Ed
Quantum materiae materietur marmota monax si marmota monax materiam possit materiari?

Si Hoc Legere Scis Nimium Eruditionis Habes

RCMerchant

Dam. Here I am feeling sorry for myself. Dam. I got the best freinds in the world.
Supernatural?...perhaps. Baloney?...Perhaps not!" Bela Lugosi-the BLACK CAT (1934)
Interviewer-"Does Dracula ever end for you?
Lugosi-"No. Dracula-never ends."
Slobber, Drool, Drip!
https://www.tumblr.com/ronmerchant

Ed, Ego and Superego

Quote from: RCMerchant on December 23, 2010, 07:02:39 PM
Dam. Here I am feeling sorry for myself. Dam. I got the best freinds in the world.
Though ONE horse comment and I'm leaving you here! 
hang in there bro.
-Ed
Quantum materiae materietur marmota monax si marmota monax materiam possit materiari?

Si Hoc Legere Scis Nimium Eruditionis Habes

Menard

Quote from: RCMerchant on December 23, 2010, 07:02:39 PM
Dam. I got the best freinds in the world.

Well bring 'em along...we'll have a PARTAY!!! :teddyr:

Uh, they got boobs, right? You know...I'm kinda into those. :twirl:

RCMerchant

She was an oil painter. A collecter of antiques. A member of the Chippawa tribe. A very passionate,intelligent woman. I loved her. I still do. Merry Christmas, Sweetie. We'll meet again. Soon.
Quote from: Menard on December 23, 2010, 07:35:16 PM
Quote from: RCMerchant on December 23, 2010, 07:02:39 PM
Dam. I got the best freinds in the world.

Well bring 'em along...we'll have a PARTAY!!! :teddyr:

Uh, they got boobs, right? You know...I'm kinda into those. :twirl:
Yes,dammit WE WIL!  :thumbup:
Supernatural?...perhaps. Baloney?...Perhaps not!" Bela Lugosi-the BLACK CAT (1934)
Interviewer-"Does Dracula ever end for you?
Lugosi-"No. Dracula-never ends."
Slobber, Drool, Drip!
https://www.tumblr.com/ronmerchant

Ed, Ego and Superego

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xyTdtf0LFMk

This could shape up to a real mess come 2 AM.  Heres an old song that comes to mind.
-Ed
Quantum materiae materietur marmota monax si marmota monax materiam possit materiari?

Si Hoc Legere Scis Nimium Eruditionis Habes

indianasmith

Be strong, Ronnie!  you know we all love you.
"I shall smite you in the nostrils with a rod of iron, and wax your spleen with Efferdent!!"

RCMerchant


Merry Christmas sweetie. zYou were takin away Dec.24 2oo8. Christmas is -will never be-a good time for me. I love you

Supernatural?...perhaps. Baloney?...Perhaps not!" Bela Lugosi-the BLACK CAT (1934)
Interviewer-"Does Dracula ever end for you?
Lugosi-"No. Dracula-never ends."
Slobber, Drool, Drip!
https://www.tumblr.com/ronmerchant

Rev. Powell

She was a lucky woman to have you, RC.  Courage, buddy.
I'll take you places the hand of man has not yet set foot...

RCMerchant

Supernatural?...perhaps. Baloney?...Perhaps not!" Bela Lugosi-the BLACK CAT (1934)
Interviewer-"Does Dracula ever end for you?
Lugosi-"No. Dracula-never ends."
Slobber, Drool, Drip!
https://www.tumblr.com/ronmerchant

RCMerchant

I usa think I was a hardcore SOB. I lived outta a garbage can in NYC back in the 80's....went to jail for my alchoholism many times-watched people die. But Tara bellieved in me. And I tried my best to do right with her. We bought a house,she was an oil paintere-an antique dealer-a hippie-Grateful Dead was her favorite band. She loved life. And For some weird reason-she loved me. I can NEVER repay her now-for the love she gave me. Im so sorry,Tara.I love you. I always will.

Supernatural?...perhaps. Baloney?...Perhaps not!" Bela Lugosi-the BLACK CAT (1934)
Interviewer-"Does Dracula ever end for you?
Lugosi-"No. Dracula-never ends."
Slobber, Drool, Drip!
https://www.tumblr.com/ronmerchant

ulthar

Quote from: RCMerchant on December 23, 2010, 10:44:32 PM
I usa think I was a hardcore SOB. I lived outta a garbage can in NYC back in the 80's....went to jail for my alchoholism many times-watched people die. But Tara bellieved in me. And I tried my best to do right with her. We bought a house,she was an oil paintere-an antique dealer-a hippie-Grateful Dead was her favorite band. She loved life. And For some weird reason-she loved me. I can NEVER repay her now-for the love she gave me. Im so sorry,Tara.I love you. I always will.



I believe with all my heart that she knows how much you love her.  She had you while she was here and while she was sick.

I'm honored that through you, we've all had the opportunity to get to know her a little bit.
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Professor Hathaway:  I noticed you stopped stuttering.
Bodie:      I've been giving myself shock treatments.
Professor Hathaway: Up the voltage.

--Real Genius

RCMerchant

#13
Dammit! Why? She should be here! We usta talk about everything-She knew wat I was thinking before I even knew it, Like psycic twins, DAMMIT! f**k! Whadda I do now?
I thnk I need to go soon. I had my day-f**k it.  :smile:
Supernatural?...perhaps. Baloney?...Perhaps not!" Bela Lugosi-the BLACK CAT (1934)
Interviewer-"Does Dracula ever end for you?
Lugosi-"No. Dracula-never ends."
Slobber, Drool, Drip!
https://www.tumblr.com/ronmerchant

Paquita

Although I didn't know her personally, Tara seemed like a wonderful, loving, fun person.  I've lost a lot of people in my life, not someone quite as close as a wife, so I can't say I know what you're going through.  But I feel so sad when people say they can't enjoy life like they used to, especially a holiday or some special time of year that used to make them happy, because of losing someone.  If something terrible were to happen to me around Christmas or Halloween or anytime, it would break my heart to know the people I loved and tried so hard to make happy and comfortable would just give up after I'm gone – to know that I ruined Christmas forever for someone would be my worst nightmare! 

I don't think you need to repay her for loving you.  The fact that she loved you should be enough for you to know you're worth loving.  I think she would love to know that you never gave up and that her presence in your life, however brief, would always be a positive influence and inspiration for you, just as I'm sure yours was for her.

Ronnie, I think you're amazing, creative, hilarious, adorable, and I'm grateful to have you here!  You're the most terrible speller but I love it! Don't ever correctly spell another word!  You're a great person and it's a darn shame when you speak so poorly of yourself!  So quitcher belly-achin and have a dern Happy stinkin Christmas!  If you can.  I love you lots.