Self Hatred

[RCMerchant]

Self Hatred.
Have you ever hated yourself so much you wish you were dead?
I mean=so bad that it doesnt even seem worth it to .....ahhhh....f**k.
Things should be ok. But.....DAMMIT! They never are. God dam.

[JaseSF]

Yes I used to hate myself and the whole world.
I still struggle with negativity sometimes but for the most part nowadays I try and think positive, act positive, live positive.

Yeah like the song by Unity - Positive Mental Attitude.


These guys and ghouls want you to cheer up fella.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ba2SyGKNQGo

[Allhallowsday]

Self Hatred.
Have you ever hated yourself so much you wish you were dead?
I mean=so bad that it doesnt even seem worth it to .....ahhhh....f**k.
Things should be ok. But.....DAMMIT! They never are. God dam.

That's right.  That's why we like ELVIS or HANK WILLIAMS or Fred Mertz    They're brilliant and mesmerizing and funny! 
Life can be pretty sukass, but it's better than the alternative. 
You need to get over your prejudice and watch one or two WOODY ALLEN movies.  One might joke that ALL his movies are about God, mortality, and our pathetic questioning. 

[RCMerchant]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lML2N4xB9GU

[RCMerchant]

Self Hatred.
Have you ever hated yourself so much you wish you were dead?
I mean=so bad that it doesnt even seem worth it to .....ahhhh....f**k.
Things should be ok. But.....DAMMIT! They never are. God dam.

That's right.  That's why we like ELVIS or HANK WILLIAMS or Fred Mertz    They're brilliant and mesmerizing and funny! 
Life can be pretty sukass, but it's better than the alternative. 
You need to get over your prejudice and watch one or two WOODY ALLEN movies.  One might joke that ALL his movies are about God, mortality, and our pathetic questioning. 

I would rather stick hot needles in my eyes than watch a Woody Allen movie. 
You always know how to make me laff,buddy! 

OK-I'm better now=

Sometimes I get so depressed I just wish I was dead.
A nd then I come on this site-read Trevor or Hallows posts-and...dam...all of you guys stuff.
I dont feel so alone.
I really love you guys.

[Allhallowsday]

My favorite movie is probably HANNAH AND HER SISTERS.  I love everything about it... the music (HARRY JAMES!!) even MIA FARROW as the title character (thankfully, really, a small part).  BARBARA HERSHEY is so great and hot and has an affair with MICHAEL CAINE while she's living with MAX VON SYDOW ... her other sister is DIANE WIEST... a love letter to Manhattan...

[Allhallowsday]

CHRISSIE HYNDE!!!  She SHRUGGED at ME!!! 

[RCMerchant]

f**kin dam! 

If Iggy can make it-so can I!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FT0L2Xg5k4c

[Allhallowsday]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GzJfMdE6pII

[RCMerchant]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GzJfMdE6pII

I'd give ya more karma if I could,buddy-but I can't. I used it up!

[Chainsawmidget]

I can't say I've ever felt so bad that I wished I was dead.  I CAN say that I've felt so bad that I wished everybody BUT me were dead.  What can I say?  I'm selfish like that.

[indianasmith]

I've always been enough of a realist to recognize my own (considerable) shortcomings and enough of an egotist to like myself anyway.  It may be delusional, but it gets me through the day.

Plus I get to warp the minds of adolescents on a daily basis, and get paid for it!!!!

How cool is that?

[RCMerchant]

I've always been enough of a realist to recognize my own (considerable) shortcomings and enough of an egotist to like myself anyway.  It may be delusional, but it gets me through the day.

Plus I get to warp the minds of adolescents on a daily basis, and get paid for it!!!!

How cool is that?

Indy-Kids think I'm cool too-but in a weird Tommy Chong kinda way. They all think I'm some kinda goofy burn out.

I reckon they're close to the truth.

I reckon.

Recon.
RECON.
REKCON! 

Im' trying to figure out if I spelled that right.
Dam-I dunno. 

[ChaosTheory]

You were right the first time, it's reckon.  (That English B.A. pays off at last   )

I have days where, I didn't wish to die necessarily, but have a lot of trouble wanting to function. When I was younger I went through this mood pretty frequently:
http://cdn.svcs.c2.uclick.com/c2/691a11522508102d94d7001438c0f03b

[Flick James]

I've had moments of self-doubt and self-depracation, sure. Who hasn't?

I've never hated myself.

I direct my rage at others. I just don't act on it.