I have been keeping this quiet for a while but I have been struggling with major depression, mostly regarding my inability to assist Mom in any way except to pay the bills and I just have to stand to one side while she quietly slips away. Not much sleep recently and almost no relaxation.
Then I got this link from Newt from the TV series Sanctuary
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9L24-ajQIlM&t=485sand I almost immediately burst out laughing at 8:37: no spoilers, be as surprised as I was that the lady had a certain person's number.

Lots of love Sister and also to all of you: if it wasn't for all of you, I would have ended it all this year, but I have survived.