My sister in law died suddenly tonight behind the wheel of her jeep

[Olivia Bauer]

I'm sorry. I know what it feels like to lose someone close to you. It leaves a hole in your heart that can never fill.

[Silverlady]

So sorry to hear about your sad loss.  Stay strong.

[Allhallowsday]

I'm sorry. I know what it feels like to lose someone close to you. It leaves a hole in your heart that can never fill.

Thank you for your kind words. 

So sorry to hear about your sad loss.  Stay strong.

It's nice to see you around Silverlady.   Thanks for your remarks. 

My sister (in law) was always one of my best friends.  I miss my angel everyday. 

[Trevor]

Hope you're doing better and that all is well, Brother AHD.   

[RCMerchant]

My brother shot himself in Feburary,Hallows. He was the ONLy brother I was close too. I alternate between crying and acting like it aint happened.
I really dont know how to feel-I am really not trying to feel anything.
My wife-my Ma-,my brother. Why the f**k am I here? Thats what really bugs me.

[Allhallowsday]

My brother shot himself in Feburary,Hallows. He was the ONLy brother I was close too. I alternate between crying and acting like it aint happened.
I really dont know how to feel-I am really not trying to feel anything.
My wife-my Ma-,my brother. Why the f**k am I here? Thats what really bugs me.

I remember what happened with your brother.  And maybe you're here because Tiana needs you. 

As for "why"?  Who knows?  I used to say to my sister: "Oh, Gayle, you'll bury me...!"   

[RCMerchant]

John-man-you know I love you. I aint gonna say more because-it dont f**kin matter.
I love ya,man,and you know this.

You me-you-can talk s**t all day-bUT-when the do die-oh my god-
My brother Richie was younger than me-he shot his girlfreind and commited suicide. THIS IS BAD.It hurts-it hurts.IT f**kING HURTS.

[Allhallowsday]

John-man-you know I love you. I aint gonna say more because-it dont f**kin matter.
I love ya,man,and you know this.

You me-you-can talk s**t all day-bUT-when the do die-oh my god-
My brother Richie was younger than me-he shot his girlfreind and commited suicide. THIS IS BAD.It hurts-it hurts.IT f**kING HURTS.

I know that must hurt terribly.  We talked then but I didn't know what to say to you.  Only, LOVE, and STRENGTH.  That's what I lean on. 
And I miss my dear friend, my good girl Gayle.  She died young and did not take her own life, but she might have neglected her health... or, depended on too many medications to keep her healthy or feeling well...  I do see that it is DRUGS (again - maybe here too) that killed her.   I do know she had had a "silent heart attack" and a second that led to the accident.  She might have been dead before her vehicle made impact, and she was not injured in the accident.  She was my dear sweetheart. 

[Allhallowsday]

Thinking about my dear friend, I loved her so much.  That's my brother with her.  I loved him too, very much.  Now I understand their life is over. 

[Allhallowsday]

Today I went to a memorial at the Episcopal church for my friend Robert Thoman.  He was an intelligent, witty person who had an injury and suddenly discovered he was terminal.  He declined quickly, and I am glad that he enjoyed his new home and was well and up and about for a long time when he must have been in fact ill...
Last night I went to a wedding reception at Liberty State Park, with a view of the Statue and the Freedom Tower??  It was beautiful...  
God Bless America!!!  

[Allhallowsday]

 

[Allhallowsday]

All of the cats are placed.  My friend only had two horses and two dogs, but lots of cats.  The doors are locked and I can take a step back.  Without a will, I have no right to be on someone's property.  I am happy that all of her animals are placed and safe.  The easy part is chapter two.  I have my brother's ashes and ashes of 2 cats and 3 dogs and they both wanted all these ashes buried with their first horses at the horse farm; I have only to pick up her ashes.  And I will ensure their wish happens. 

I finally did this today.  It was planned for two weeks ago, the one year anniversary, but we had terrible rain storms and I postponed. 

I buried my brother and sister's ashes together along a treeline with Gayle's statue of St. Francis over them.  They are now with their beloved horses, both buried there long ago.  Then per her family's request, the several cat and dog ashes were deposited separately, between the two horses.  It is a beautiful property and their final resting place is just how I pictured it.  In a way, I guess I did not want to give up their ashes, but didn't realize it until I'd done it.  I can be very silly and sentimental. 

[Flangepart]

Silly and Sentimental? No. You loved them. That's as it should be. Be at peace.

[VenomX73]

I'm sorry for your loss 

[Newt]

Not silly.  You loved them.